Why Me?!

Okay, so today is the first day that I am going to try this and hope that it helps give me some piece of mind after my hectic days! The weather has been so crappy lately that I can't take the boys out for walks to the neighborhood park or go to Disneyland or even just play in the backyard...The weather has confined me to my house and I'm losing it! Ryan, my 2 year old, who will tell you everyday that he will be turning "flee" next month is at the stage where he likes to answer questions with a question.... Everything is "why?", "why?", "why?".... OMG!! I have to seriously remind myself that he is 2 and he's not being a little pest on purpose however, some part of me believes that is he is purposely being a little poop. I always thought that it was just me thinking too much of my kid but my mom confirmed that dad described Ryan as "being too smart for his own good." Great! That's what I have to say about that...He is at the stage of being possesive... meaning that everything is "his"! I try to explain to him that it's not all his... half of the toys and junk in our house belongs to him and little brother but Ryan seems to forget about little brother, Aaron. Poor Little "Ary" (as we like to call him). He always seems to take a backseat to loud and boisterous Ryan. Ary is the kindest little man, he is so gentle and loving and will cuddle with you all day if you let him. He takes the "beatings" that his older brother gives him and just cries and doesn't fight for himself. He looks up to Ryan and absolutely LOVES him... it's funny to see how these two interact with each other. Ryan is funny too, in the way where he is possesive and doesn't let Aaron have anything but if there were other kids around, he would share ONLY with Aaron and tell the other kids to pretty much F-off! Its funny, when I first found out that I was pregnant, I thought for sure that I would have mild mannered kids since my hubby and I are very mild mannered... Yeah Right! What a joke! My kids are the kids you hate when you are dining in a restaraunt! They are both just trying to be heard and it is driving me crazy! I was trying to convince my hubby that we should really try for a daughter to balance things out... Yeah, he's not going for it so much... He just laughs, and shakes his head asking "Why would you choose to add to this chaos?, Are you LOCO woman?!" Sometimes, I think I am... Thank goodness tommorow is Friday!