Motivation, or lack thereof....

I have to go to school this evening and I am just not motivated to go. I wasn't motivated to write the 5 page paper that is due tonight and I'm not motivated to read the syllabus and look up all of the bible verses. How awful is that?! I've been reading the assigned textbook for the past 4 days, but, that's it. I'm just reading it. I'm not learning it, I'm not understanding it nor am I comprehending it. I SUCK! I really need to get motivated... I have 7 more months of class left. That is exaclty 28 days of school, I NEED TO FINISH! and not to get the Rolex from dad but to get that darn piece of paper for my wall. I need to finish something that i start!!! UGH!! Motivation, where are you?!?!!! AGH!!!!